Love is not blind anymore; I worry about the things he can see. He does not want to talk some more; he wants me in bed on three. I consciously mask my imperfections so he’ll choose and stay with me. He says my boobs and butt are small; I think about increasing them by three. Our boat is on rough seas but all he wants to do is flee.
He says he wants freedom, and she’s not me.
Requited lust. Unrequited love. It’s interesting how the lines between love and lust have been skewed.